You continue to follow me. I’ve traveled completely across the world but yet I still find thoughts of you in my racing brain. I’ve seen literally millions of people from all different cultures, yet your still the one that finds it’s way back to my mind at night when I’m all alone. When you left me I took it hard. I cried constantly. I thought life was over. Then I decided to explore. You weren’t the reason I decided to travel and leave my life behind but you definitely made my choice easier. I thought I would forget about you by now. But it seams that no matter how far I go you find your way to me. I’ll see the way someone acts, hear a certain accent or smell a certain smell and it brings me back to you. It brings me back to when I was comfortable and knew I would have you the rest of my life. You thought me so much about this crazy life, but traveling has taught me more. You made me happy, but traveling has brought me joy. You broke my heart, and this world with it’s amazing places and people have helped put my prices back together. I may allow you to have a few minutes in my mind and I may allow you to steal a few tears from my beautiful eyes that you loved, but I won’t allow you to control my life. I won’t allow you to stop me from accomplishing my goals or from going where I want. Each day, as I explore I can feel myself healing; and learning to live with out you. I am as free as a bird. No one can stop me. Not even you, the one who tore my heart to shreds.
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